"I have a feeling you will end up being with someone who intimidates you" -Bryan Remirez on his thoughts of me.

Earlier today I had taken photo's with a tie made into a ball gag. The one picture turned out to be very artistic and it is one of my favorites in my whole gallery on Deviantart. Talking to my friend Jeremiah about my thoughts on the photo, I realized something. I am a very dominating person in my everyday life and am not intimidated or controlled easily. And through the years of my obsession with the fantasies of overpowerment, rape, and some BDSM... I never realized that I crave to the difference. The difference to be controlled or dominated because it is so different from my everyday life. I know now what I look for in a person. One must find their equal. Someone who pushes them as much as they push.